Straight to the point:
Lockdowns have kept me and my fiance apart. We dont live together and are a good 2 hours drive from one another. It has been hard and painful for us both.
We both discussed the vaccine and it has been researched and developed too soon. We both agreed about 2 months ago that we wouldnt take it for another year.
Now that we havent seen each other, compounded by the messaging of the media that encourages everyone to get vaccinated, plus her family all getting the vaccine...she herself is getting the vaccine in a month.
Now the pressure is on me. It is slowly turning into a "Would you get the vaccine for me?" sort of deal and it is killing me.
I have pictured it in my mind that I will never betray my own consciousness, no matter the pressure. But I'm unsure now.